sad feelings overtaking

i don’t think i like the girl anymore, in a disturbing turn of events

my friend who i wanted to come over who I just want to be by and maybe see if we could fool around with cannot come over

my friend in cali is upset with me for whatever reason

it stinks.

I can’t even believe I liked you??

I am simply second-rate to you. and if you treat all your friends like that, they’re too good for you, though I know that isn’t the case.

Though I mean who can blame me. A biologist who has a liking for silly and cheesy shit, is one of the most attractive people I’ve ever met and with such a drive to move forward.

with crippling flaws of course.