i’m so bad and awkward
and I just naturally am???
I’m such an embarrassing disappointment.
ouch ouch ouch
i could feel that physically in my chest
yes i’m a little irritated you said you wanted to talk nearly a week ago and here we are, saturday morning
and it basically hasn’t happened at all
and it’s always been “tomorrow”
so yes. I’m trying very hard to be patient and I don’t know if I actually have the right to be slightly irate by this but it’s just…
you asked me!!! and now i’m asking you!!! and you can never!! or just fall asleep without a second’s notice!!!
i don’t know if i’m a huge jerk or what.
Nah I totally know it’s you. You stopped visiting as soon as I indirectly confronted you?
Really, what is more incriminating than that?
Emily, I tire of this game.
Who else would be looking at posts from two years ago about you?
I am not upset. I just do not like this deception.
The times you visit and the times you become available for contact match right up.
I treat everyone I care about so badly
Is it narcissism ? Or am I just a huge ass jerk?
I don’t deserve these people. At all
How does someone end up being such a piece of scum
I do nothing right and will amount to nothing
I Am the literal WORST at anything and everything I managed to Piss off 3 people at once I feel so horrible and I cannot backstop on this
No no no no